Retro Horror Games on Sidequest

My annual roundup of free-to-play retro horror games on Itch.io is now on Sidequest. There’s a gritty mix of fresh blood and decayed favorites in this year’s creepypixel harvest, from the recent haunted forest simulator Bloodbark to the Tumblr-favorite Flesh, Blood, & Concrete to the first game created by Deltarune artist Temmie Chang, Escaped Chasm.

You can check out the post here:
https://sidequest.zone/2025/10/15/retro-horror-games-on-itchio/

And there’s also my lists from October 2024 and October 2023, which are somehow even more liminal and retro.

I’m overjoyed to have commissioned a banner illustration from the shining Teller-of-Tragedies, who shares gorgeous and immersive dreamcore pixel art on Tumblr (here) and on Instagram (here).

Green Dreams: Tales of Botanical Fantasy

I’m excited to announce that I published a new zine! Green Dreams: Tales of Botanical Fantasy collects six illustrated stories about our relationships with plants and nature.

“Each turn of the seasons brings an end to lives both large and small, but new seeds sprout joyously from the ruins” is the zine’s tagline, and disaster is a major theme of the collection. One of the opening stories is about the gradual effects of climate change; and, in the closing story, environmental catastrophes have become so severe that humans have disappeared completely. The zine also features stories about a medical tragedy narrowly averted, the aftermath of a devastating war, and a porous biological quarantine.

I considered subtitling the zine “Tales of Botanical Dark Fantasy,” but the truth is that none of the stories are actually that “dark.” In fact, I’d say the main theme of the collection is a persistent hope for the future. At this particular moment in history, the state of the world seems very bleak, so it’s good to remember that the environment that surrounds us is much larger – but also much more personal – than whatever horrors are currently unfolding.

Precisely because are so many fires burning in the world, I think it’s important to spend time in thriving green spaces that suggest futures of shifting and changing growth. I believe that a mindful contemplation of our natural environment can also be useful in the uncomfortable but necessary process of decentering normative humanity while challenging the artificial divisions we impose on ourselves and each other.

The incredible cover art by Frankiesbugs captures the mood of these stories perfectly.

Frankie creates bold and imaginative botanical fantasy art, and I asked them to illustrate the pagan archetypes of the flower maiden and the horned god, who together represent the endless natural cycle of death and rebirth. In this zine, I wanted to play with symbols that convey the beauty and mystery of the natural world, and Frankie embraced this theme, tinging the painting with potent Christian motifs and a powerful sense of fertility.

It’s an extremely impressive piece of art, and you to check out more of the artist’s work on Instagram (here), on Bluesky (here), and on Redbubble (here).

In this collection, I did my best to share a sense of fertile “green dreams” for the future. Mostly, though, I just really wanted to write some fun ecofiction about plants and mushrooms.

If you’re interested, you can read a free digital version of the zine on Itch.io or order a print copy from Etsy.

🌿 https://digitalterrarium.itch.io/green-dreams
🌿 https://www.etsy.com/listing/4351990958/green-dreams-fantasy-fiction-zine

The Wisdom of the Waiting Princess

The Wisdom of the Waiting Princess is an empowering feminist reading of how the trope of the “captive princess” applies to the Zelda of the original 1986 game. While this Zelda is an action hero in her own right, her wisdom manifests in her remarkable ability to lay plans for the future.

You can read the essay on AO3 here:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/67410167

I had the honor of contributing this essay to Silent Princess: A Zelda Zine. The zine’s website is on Carrd (here), and you can check out the art and writing featured in the zine on its Tumblr site (here). Leftover sales of the zine merch are currently open (here), and you can still pick up a digital copy of the zine (here). All profits from zine sales will go to support Doctors Without Borders.

This original design for Princess Zelda was created by Hollarity, who put an incredible amount of love and care into portraying the character as a courageous young woman who is fully capable of going on her own adventures. You can find more of Holly’s gorgeous artwork on her website (here).

Essay about Final Fantasy VII’s Anti-Capitalist Critique

I’m excited to say that my essay “Final Fantasy VII Confronts Capitalism: Tifa Lockhart vs. Medical Debt” is now on Sidequest (here)! 👊🌟

I recently read the official Final Fantasy VII Remake prequel novel, Traces of Two Pasts. I was fascinated by Tifa’s backstory, especially how she was driven to the starting point of the game by medical debt. I hadn’t come across a serious discussion of this book in fandom or elsewhere, so I wanted to write a short but accurate summary with substantial analysis. My goal was to situate the book’s anti-capitalist themes in the context of the game’s story, Japan’s economic recession in the 1990s, and our current hellworld.

Here’s an excerpt from my article…

Tifa is twenty years old at the beginning of Final Fantasy VII. Despite her youth, she’s calm and level-headed, yet Tifa willingly becomes a member of Avalanche, an armed militia that conducts terrorist attacks on Midgar’s power grid. Though she questions the use of violence, Tifa understands that aggressive action is necessary.

The juxtaposition between Tifa’s personality and her involvement in an active terrorist organization begs the question of how such a kind and gentle woman could become so politically radicalized. The question Kazushige Nojima asks in Traces of Two Pasts is much sharper: under the circumstances, how could she not? If you had to walk in Tifa’s shoes, wouldn’t you become radicalized too?

You can read the full piece on Sidequest here:
https://sidequest.zone/2025/06/02/final-fantasy-vii-confronts-capitalism/

Kakariko Hills

The mountains overlooking Kakariko Village are one of my favorite places in Breath of the Wild.

Most players will visit Kakariko Village early in the game, and it’s possible for a more experienced player to climb the surrounding hills and venture into the mountains. Link can find Koroks by solving little environmental puzzles (in this case, putting an apple in the offering plate in front of the frog statue), and the optional hunt for Koroks encourages the player to explore the hidden corners of the map. There’s no meaningful material reward for finding this Korok, but the scenery is impressive. This experience of discovery is a perfect example of what I love about video games – the joy of the journey.

It’s hard to say I have a favorite game, but I’m a big fan of Breath of the Wild. I live in a neighborhood of Philadelphia that has almost no plants or trees, and the beautiful landscapes in this game provide a much-needed immersion in green space while inspiring me to engage in urban gardening. I love open-world games in general, but Breath of the Wild is the first one I played and the one I keep returning to.

This illustration was my submission to the Videogames Zine published by Coin-Operated Press, a cool zine community based on Scotland that’s open to people from all over the world. You can follow them on Instagram (here), where they post news about events and upcoming calls for submissions.

Urban Gardening with Aerith Gainsborough

I’m excited to share a short story titled “Urban Gardening with Aerith Gainsborough,” which is based on the Final Fantasy VII Remake prequel novel, Traces of Two Pasts. This story is about Aerith’s relationship with the planet, especially how it manifests through her love of plants and flowers.

Despite the nurturing elements of her personality, something I love about Aerith is that she’s always kind but never fails to speak her mind. There’s an edge to her personality that I can’t help but admire, especially when she’s being passive-aggressive. It’s always fun to write characters who have this sort of complexity.  

You can read my story on AO3 here:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/65035672

On a personal note, I live in South Philadelphia, which is about as close as you can get to the Sector 5 slums in real life. I played FFVII Remake for the first time last October, and I fell so head-over-heels in love with Aerith that I was inspired to begin planting flowers in my neighborhood. I know it sounds trite to say “Aerith is an inspiration,” but she really is.

The illustration of Aerith showing off the small garden at the Leaf House orphanage was created by the bright and shining Artofpipeur, who posts colorful character portraits on Instagram (here).

Vermis: Lost Dungeons and Forbidden Woods

Vermis is an illustrated strategy guide for a dark fantasy game that doesn’t exist. Plastiboo, the author and artist, has taken the concept of “fake strategy guide” and executed it with absolute sincerity and fidelity. Both the writing and the crusty “screenshots” have a pitch-perfect clarity of tone and style that invites immersion.

Before attempting to describe what this book is, perhaps it might be useful to describe what it isn’t. First, Vermis is entirely original. Although the tenor of its world will be familiar to fans of Dark Souls and FromSoft’s earlier King’s Field series of dungeon crawlers, there are no callbacks or veiled references or tongue-in-cheek jokes about how “it’s dangerous to go alone.” Vermis is entirely its own thing.

Second, though Vermis emulates the style of a strategy guide, Plastiboo has an artistic eye for page layout that many guides published during the 1990s did not. In other words, Vermis is easy to read. It also forms a narrative, albeit not in a novelistic sense. Although the text is fragmented, the reader never struggles to move from page to page. This is not House of Leaves.

Third, Vermis is more “dark fantasy” than “horror.” Although there are stylistic elements of the gothic and grotesque, Vermis never attempts to provoke dread, disgust, or anxiety. I wouldn’t call Vermis “understated,” as it features all manner of unsightly monsters, but its tone is quiet and contemplative. Aside from your character’s constant forward progress, there’s not much action. 

Vermis is written entirely in a second-person point of view, a stylistic choice that works well in this context. The player-character has no set identity, so the “you” of the story is handled lightly and never becomes overbearing. The second-person narration successfully achieves its intention, which is to draw the reader deeper into a sense of playing the game.  

After being introduced to a range of starting classes, you wake into a peaceful area called Deadman’s Garden, whose ferns and mosses are protected by the skeleton of a sleeping giant. You then descend into an isolated crypt, where you loot your first sword from a corpse. You also meet your first NPC, the Lonely Knight.

The Lonely Knight is not hostile, and Vermis reproduces the boxes of dialogue with which he greets you. Although Plastiboo is canny enough to keep the narration of battles to a minimum, the format of Vermis obliquely suggests gameplay. “Despite his imposing appearance,” the text reads, “the Lonely Knight is totally harmless and will not defend himself from any attack.” Underneath this passage, however, is an insert featuring illustrations of the knight’s equipment, which your player presumably receives by killing him.

After navigating through the Isolated Crypt and emerging from its cliffside exit, you then venture into a swamp, a forest, and more crypts and caves, each of which is characterized by its own unique theme.  

Along the way, you cross paths with various NPCs (mostly fellow knights) and pick up a collection of items. The text describing these items and encounters alludes to gameplay that’s never made explicit. The decision to leave the more interactive elements of Vermis to the reader’s imagination works in concert with the second-person narration to draw the reader deeper into the ludic simulacrum.  For example, in this passage…

Once on the other side of the bridge, you notice how the oppressive flutewood landscape is replaced with clear skies and endless hills full of cedars. The breeze blows gently.

After days surrounded by the unrelenting melody of the flutewoods, the absence of the whistles makes for a heavenly silence interrupted only by the chirping of the birds and the wind blowing through the leaves.

An enormous structure rises at the top of the highest hill, casting a shadow that engulfs the landscape. You make your way to the building as the sun goes down. The contrast with the sky makes it difficult to discern what is inside.

…the mechanical process of crossing this space is merely suggested. Instead, the reader is presented with the more subjective elements of the game.

Having just survived a difficult battle on the aforementioned bridge, your sense of relief is reflected in a green and peaceful landscape. The relative silence has a tangible quality. In contrast to the twisting corridors of underground dungeons, here you can hear birds and feel the wind. The sky is open. Nevertheless, the final labyrinth lies ahead, so onward you must go if you wish to reveal the secrets hidden inside.

In his review of Vermis, “The Guide to a Game That Doesn’t Exist,” Patrick Fiorilli writes, “As a strategy guide — precisely insofar as it is a strategy guide — Vermis makes good on the promise that such volumes once made to their readers: that there is a world beyond these pages waiting to be explored.”

Fiorilli continues, “Vermis also builds the speculative world of its own existence: a world where this bygone form of secondary literature, the strategy guide, never disappeared, never dissolved into the slush of the content economy, but instead flourished as an aesthetic form unto itself.”

Fiorilli’s hints regarding the metafictional resonance of the “speculative world” of Vermis are intriguing. There’s an element of liminality to the book that recalls the famous “Candle Cove” online horror story about a half-remembered children’s cartoon that aired on a public access channel that never existed. Describing the “dreamcore” aesthetic of “liminal” videos such those surrounding the mythology of The Backrooms, digital architecture critic Ario Elami notes, “Responses to such imagery often involve claims that one feels dislocated yet aware of a vaguely familiar aspect.” And indeed, Vermis possesses this exact sense of uncanny belonging to a history that almost was.

Still, I’m far more interested in Vermis’s proximity to the “speculative world” that Fiorilli describes at the beginning of his review as he relates his experience of studying the strategy guide for The Wind Waker before playing the game. I once enjoyed similar experiences of engaging with old video games purely through their strategy guides, and I can attest to the pleasures of constructing an interactive experience through grainy images and their accompanying captions.

Through some unholy miracle, Vermis perfectly captures the spirit of “playing” a game through interaction with a paratextual artifact. At the same time, Vermis discards many elements of an actual strategy guide in order to structure its text and layout to form a satisfying narrative. It’s a delicate balance, and I’m in awe of how Plastiboo manages to pull it off.

I spent a month doing internet deep dives while trying to find more books like Vermis, but everything I saw people recommend – from Fever Knights to Tales from the Loop – didn’t scratch the same itch. Thankfully, Vermis has a “sequel,” Vermis II, which is a fascinating evolution of the formula that engages with the meta while still offering an adventure that stands on its own. In addition, Plastiboo’s publisher, Hollow Press, also offers three similar titles: Age of Rot, Leyre, and Godhusk. They’re all fantastic, albeit slightly edgier and more tonally graphic than Vermis.

Of all the books published by Hollow Press, Vermis remains my favorite. I’d recommend it especially to people who don’t want to play Dark Souls (or King’s Field) but are still curious about the atmosphere and flavor of this genre of games. I’d also offer the book to connoisseurs of experimental fiction who want to feel creatively invigorated by a uniquely stylized way of constructing a world through words. Vermis is really something special, and my gratitude goes out to Michele Nitri for making his dream of Hollow Press a darkly fascinating reality.

The Sleeping Princess

There is a legend in Hyrule that a sleeping princess lies behind the door of a locked room deep under the ruins of the North Castle. When the princess rises, so too will the ancient powers sealed within her dreams. Impa knows the legend is true, and she fears the fate that will befall the kingdom should the first Zelda wake. Yet when a shadow rises on the borders of Hyrule after the birth of a new princess, Impa must make a terrible choice.

I had the honor of contributing a story called “The Sleeping Princess” to Blood Moon Rising: A Zelda Horror Zine. I was interested in exploring the background of Princess Zelda in the original 1986 game, and I thought it might be fun to see her story through the eyes of Impa, who knew about the undead princess who was the first of Zelda’s line. In other words, I’m connecting some of the more disturbing threads between The Legend of Zelda and Zelda II: The Adventure of Link.

“The Sleeping Princess” is a story about maternal love, political sacrifice, and the dark secrets hidden within the labyrinthine dungeons of Hyrule. I was strongly inspired by H.P. Lovecraft’s novel At the Mountains of Madness, which dwells in the geometric terror of monumental architecture built by strange hands, and I did my best to create a sense of ruined grandeur similar to that of Dark Souls and Ico: Castle in the Mist.

For the story’s illustrations, I had the incredible pleasure of working with the devilishly talented Pumpkinsouppe, whose dark arts brought this ruined world to life.

You can find “The Sleeping Princess” on AO3 here:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/62492182

Leftover sales of the zine are open until February 24 on BigCartel (here).

The Smile of the Mountain Demon

Liam is a budding content creator who specializes in guided meditation videos. Seeking to grow his following, he jumps at an Airbnb listing for a spiritual retreat in the Adachigahara mountains of rural Japan. At the end of a long journey, the stylish cabin enclosed within a verdant forest is everything Liam could hope for. The beautiful young woman who manages the property offers a warm welcome, but there’s something strange about her smile…

I was extremely honored to contribute to this year’s 13 Days Advent horror anthology. My story, “The Smile of the Mountain Demon,” is about a 21st century yamauba who entraps a YouTube influencer with Buddhist pretensions by using Airbnb and the language of New Age spirituality. The young man is looking for a scenic “spiritual retreat” to use as a source of content, and the yamauba is looking for a tasty snack.

This story is based on the medieval Adachigahara folktales in which a cunning yamauba entraps a less-than-devout Buddhist priest, as well as Minako Ohba’s beautiful and heartbreaking short story “The Smile of a Mountain Witch.”

If you’re interested, I’ve posted my story on AO3 (here), and you can download a free digital copy of the anthology via its page on Itchio here:

🌟 https://13daysadvent.itch.io/13days-demons-divinity

The illustration that accompanies my story was created by the brilliant dark fantasy artist Maxyvert, who posts strange and ethereal paintings on Tumblr (here), on Instagram (here), and on Twitter (here). This artist takes commissions for both digital and physical watercolor portraits (here), and it was an amazing experience to work with them.

Ganondorf’s Robes in The Wind Waker

I’m excited to share my contribution to Hyrule Fashion Anthology, a fanzine celebrating the complex evolution of fashion history through the characters and setting of the Legend of Zelda series. Here’s a short description…

“A Wind-Grieved Ghost” discusses the influence of medieval Noh theater on the striking costume worn by Ganondorf in The Wind Waker. I provide a brief introduction of Noh drama and summarize how its character archetypes are enhanced by their clothing. I then explain the symbolism of Ganondorf’s gorgeously patterned robes and argue that the sartorial allusions to Noh theater serve to characterize Ganondorf as a frightening yet tragic ghost displaced from the beautiful vanished kingdom of Hyrule.

If you’re interested, you can read the full essay on AO3 here:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/60062635

I consider myself extremely fortunate to have this essay illustrated by the dangerously stylish Astarsor, who shares bold and colorful character portraits on Instagram (here).

Leftover sales for Hyrule Fashion Anthology are open until November 15. This is a beautifully published zine filled with gorgeous artwork and fascinating articles inspired by the golden age of glossy fashion magazines, and it’s a stunning physical object. You can pick up a digital or paper copy along with a dazzling selection of merch via the zine’s storefront (here).